OK, now, we'll jump ahead just a little bit to, it's the funeral. Your baby's dad, the man you loved, the man you told me earlier that you cherished, that's your one and only love. How did you feel, describe, paint a picture for me through your eyes. How'd you feel?
Once I've actually heard the actual word that he was dead and gone forever, my heart was broken. Torn apart. The only love, the first love, it's gone. No more. No return. Forever. Is away. From home.